Where does the time go...............

I have no clue where the day goes either? I just want to give an update on my weight loss. I went to the dr last week and lost 47 pounds together. The weight is coming off slower now. I did not get a fill. I hated that. He said he thinks I am too full on my fill. I throw up a lot! I hate that too. I just got done doing that just now and fill like I got to go back in the bathroom and do it again. OH GOD! Well, I will write more another time. I have been so busy with Isabella. She keeps my busy!

Have a good nite.

Went to dr. tuesday........

Went to the Baratic's dr. I lost 20 pounds. YAY! I lost that in 3 weeks. YAY! I got a million more to go. LOL Nothing new here. I live a boring life. Isabella is whinning like always. I guess she is tired of her play pen. She watches Elmo. She loves that. He is a cute little red fellow. I like to meet him. LOL Well got to run and pay attention to her. It is National BINGO NITE! YAY!

I am making a life change....

I am having a Lap-band done. I been trying to do this since Oct.06. I have my date now and it is May 23. I am on a liquid diet 7 days pre-op. It is not as bad as I thought it would be so far. I am kind of dizzy and lite headed. But I am not eatting/drinking all that I could. Here is my diet:


Liquids that can be taken in any amount:
*Sugar free beverages such as Crystal light, sugar free Kool-aid, diet sodas
*Coffee, tea, water (w/sugar substitute)
*Broth soup (all varieties)
*Sugar free popsicles, sugar free jello, no sugar added Fudgesicles

Liquids in moderation:

*Juice (apple,orange,grapefruit,tomato) or gatorade:1 cup per day
*Milk(skim,1%,2%) 2 cups per day
*High protein, low carb shake (ie.,Atkin's shake, Carnation instant B'fast no sugar added,Carb Control, slim Fast-lowcarb, EAS)2 per day

Solid Foods:

*Fruit (1/2 c. canned or 1 small piece of fruit) 2 per day
*Dairy Products: 8 oz sugar free yogurt, 1/2 c. cottage cheese, or sugar free pudding: 3 per day
*Raw veggies:2 cups per day

Take a chewable Vitamin (once a day) and one Tums tablet (twice a day)


Today, I did try to eat/drink more. I had to come home yesterday, cause I thought I was going to pass out. I have to stay in the hospital over nite. That Sucks. With my insurance they want them too. Why me? I just hope that one day I will be skinny. Michael says it is my choice. I beleive that it is too and something I want done. I can not lose on my own. I have tried and failed at all. This is like that last thing to do. I am at that point. I want to be healthly for my kids. Isabella is 8 months now and lord is she a pain some times. She already is spoiled to me. That is all that she sees. Michael works and works. He don't come home to late and leaves early. So she is around me 24/7. Well, wish me luck. I will post my weight loss as i lose.

Friday

It is Friday. What a week. I think I have lost it. Isabella has screamed most of the week. She got her shots Tuesday and since then Lord have mercy. SHe must have been in pain. They gave her Zantac and I stop giving her that just in Case that is bothering her. After a few days i will start giving it back to her. She hate it anyways. It taste bad. I have not did much at all this week 'cause of her. There is so much to do around here and no one to do it. Well, maybe someday I will get it done. Have a good weekend.

Isabella 4 months.......

Isabella had her 4 months check up yesterday. She got he 4 shots. She weighs 15 pounds and 4 oz. She is also 25 long. She is growing. The doctor gave her ok to feed baby food. Which I told her I already did. She said that was fine. SO thats good. Not much going on here. Been kind of boring. Isabella has been fussing a little. She has been good all day until Michael comes home and it is time to eat. Here I am trying to eat while holding her, I think I got more on the floor or my gown then I did in my mouth. LOL AMerican Idol started last nite. I am so glad. There has been nothing on T.V. at nite. SO now I have something to watch. YAY! Well, I best go. Isabella is whinning in her bouncey chair. Maybe I need to give her a little more bounce. LOL

Friday nite.....

It was such a nice winter day in the high 60's. What happen to Winter? I am glad if it stays like that, but nope it wont. I heard tonite on the news that there will be snow on Monday. How great! I will be sick for sure then. I think I would like to live somewhere that did not have winter (cold months) It would be nice. Well, I need to go It is time for Isabella to eat. I gave her Rice cereal this morning. I did not give her any veggies today. SHe has slept pretty good today. I am sure when the night comes she will be awake all nite. No sleep for me. I sure miss my sleep!

a nice day.

It is such a nice day today. I should be out there enjoying it, but I am not. I just can't get my big butt up and to go anywhere. I don't want to get depress like I was before and not go no where. But I feel it a coming. I have and excuss every day why I did not get out. What is todays excuss? I need to go to the store and been trying to go all week now. Today is Thursday and almost the week is over. Isabella is in her bed a sleep. I wish I was. I am so tired. I do not know why. I don't do nothing but EAT! How does that make you tired? Maybe using my arm or hand too much. Ha Well, I got to go and get ready for Isabella to wake up to eat. When she wakes up she will be screaming! When she is hungry she is hungry! Yesterday was a bad day for me she took 3 naps in the day and all she slept was 15 mintues each one. How can I get anything done in that 15 minutes? Heck I wanted to take a nap too. 15 minutes is not enough for me.

Here is Isabella. 3 1/2 months old. SHe is a sweetie pie!

Happy New year

Hi. It is a new year and a new me. LOL I am going to start writing in my blog. I promise. I have been so busy with Isabella! I did not know how much work it takes to take care of a baby. LOL She is 3 1/2 months old and a hand full. I love her to death! She is my life. I am so ready to have another one. Maybe this time it will be a boy. LOL I am going to go have the Lab-band done at the end of this month. I hope it works. If I can only lose over 100lbs. I would be sooooooooooooooo HAPPY! I swear I would never gain it back. I am so glad Christmas is over. I get so stress out over it. Now it is the New year and I need to diet. It is so hard to diet around here. But I am going to try. Ana goes back to school tomorrow. Vacation time is OVER! YAY! No she has been good. She always is. She was punish today with No TV. All day. She had to clean her room. It took her all day too. She moves real slow. But at least she got it done. I hate to have to get back on track after being off of it. OH great news Christmas nite the baby started to sleep thru the nite. YAY! Well I started her on baby food that day and lord let me feed her that every day to make her sleep. LOL She has had sweet potatoes, squash and tonite she started Carrots. She seems to love them all. I think she really like those carrots tonite. I had to go thru her clothes and she is outgrowing her 0-3 months clothes. I had to get the 3-6 months clothes out. It is kind of sad to me. She is getting older. She will grow up before I know it. If I am not with her I sure miss her. There is not many time that I am not with her. Some times I get to go out to the store and not take her if Michael is not working. It feels good when I go out with out her. I hate that car seat and carrying her. With her in it it weights a ton. My shoulder has been hurting a lot here lately and I know it is from carrying her around. I need to go to the doctor about it. I may try next week to go. Well, I will write more another time. I need to get off and read my mail.

its been a long time!!!!

I have been sick and busy these past few months. I will be so happy when it is finally over. Just a few more weeks I got. They are going to induce me. I told him the sooner the better for me. I am getting a Baby shower from my friend and her mom. I can't wait. I never had one before. I got to get my baby bed together and get her a car seat too. We are going to do that the first week in September. I am hoping that I will have the baby the 15th of Sept. If I can have her sooner that is fine too. LOL But I think that week of Sept. 11 is the soonest I can have her at 37 weeks. I am getting nervous the sooner it gets here. I go tomorrow for another Ultra sound. Hope to see how big the baby is. They are inducing me cause I have big babies. So at least I know when I will have her and not worry to go in labor at any time. Well, I am getting off of here and getting ready to watch Big Brother my fav. show. Well, at least it was when Howie and Kaysar was still there. I still got Janelle and hope she makes it to the end. Have a good day!

Lord where have I been?

It has been a long time since I wrote in here. Where or what have I been doing? NOTHING MUCH! I live a boring life. I am 7 months pregnant and so ready to have this child. Even if I don't have what she needs now. I am buying a little at a time. I just don't have no place to store it. We are also got the house for sell too. We have had 3 people looked at it and all 3 said it was too small for them. I KNOW THE FELLIN" IT IS TOO SMALL FOR US TOO!!!!! But really it is a cute littel house. just too little! It would be good for a couple or an older person. I wanted to move before school starts but it does not look like it. Well, I need to run someone is IM me. HAve a good nite.

Monday morning....

The start of the week! YAY! Not much going on here. I am getting ready for the bug man today. I am hoping he is the cute one. LOL I go to the baby dr. Wed. I am 6 months pregnant now. Only 3 more to go. YAY! It seems to be moving fast! Well, ask me again when the heat of the summer comes. LOL I got a few things for the baby over the week end. Thank god for Yard sales! YAY! Well, I got to go freshin' up for the bug man. LOL HAve a great Summer day!

open house sunday...

We had it Sunday and no one showed up. How rude! LOL Oh well. It has only been a month. I got a call last night. SOmeone is coming tonight to look at the house. SO I have to claen again. Lord does it end? That is all I have been doing is cleaning and cleaning. My house has never been so clean. LOL Well, I best get off to clean before we have to leave. Have a good Day!

The end of MAY.........

Thats all I know it is the end of May. I think it is Wed. Not sure. The holiday thing monday screwed me up. So not much going on here. Getting ready for OPEN HOUSE sunday. I have to do some major cleaning! At least we worked on the kitchen this past weekend and it is done. YAY! Laid the new floor down and it is painted and cleaned up!YAY! I love it! It is so nice. Well got to get busy again clean up, clean up, Everyone do their share!

Friday

Well, it is the first day of Summer break for my daughter Ana. So far so good. We stayed at home. I was going out this morning, but she never got in the shower. She hates taking them. I have to make her. If she could the whole summer she will no take a shower at all. That would be a stinking little girl. Not much going on over here. I have been having these long naps. Why do I take them? I guess when the baby comes I will not be able to take any at all. I am sitting here waiting on my Hubby to come home and hope he will bring some Ice. His brother is leaving tomorrow to go back home. I bet my Hubby will miss him. I wish Michael would find another job. He took his shoes off yesterday and a part of if was swollen bad. It was almost like a vein swollen. It looked bad. He broke his ankles about 8 years ago. He is a good guy sometimes. I really have not been able to talk to him lately. I been too busy with my American Idol and other shows that are ending. I got Lost TiVo, I have to watch that. I did see the last few minutes of it. But need to watch all of it. To see what is going on. It has been a boring day today. I did try to clean a little. It sure is hot here. I got the 2 air conditions in the bedrooms cleaned out and ready to use tonight. I was sweating hard last nite. And doing nothing but laying there sleeping. I hate to wake up full of sweat! YUCK! There was no action there to be sweaty. LOL Well, I hope all is well! I am hoping to get the new floor down in the kitchen this weekend. Have a good one.

Tuesday....

What a busy weekend. I had a yard sale. I put it in the paper and it was high. Almost $30. Are they crazy? And I did not do nothing until after 1. Lucky I had some dealers come and got a lot. I sold cheap so they will make lots of money. They told me let them know if I have another sell. I sure will. I have been to busy to write or even get online. We painted the kitchen Sunday. I helped a little. I am not a painter! Either is my hubby. We went to get a new floor yesterday. I can't wait to get it laid down! I've been wanting a new floor for a long time! I might not want to move after it all gets done. LOL Well, I best get busy doing some work on cleaning. Have a good day.

I am so ready......

To know what I am going to have. I can't wait no more. I go tomorrow at 10:30. I want to know for I can start buying stuff. But then where would I put it? I really can't get too much until we move. The realtor called and we are going to have an OPEN HOUSE on June 4th. OMG! I have to really clean and clean. I am hoping to have a yard sale Sat. And have Michael paint and lay floor down in kitchen/laundry room.Keep your fingers cross that he does it. And I can have a good yard sale and sell out of everything! I hope I feel good that day to have one. I need to put an ad in the paper. I am just waiting to see if it is going to rain first. I should be going through the house to see what I have in here to sell. I am sure a lot! Well, I need to go and do some stuff around here. It is almost time to go get Ana at school. I got Tivo today and I can record my General Hospital while I go get Ana. She got fired the other day from her safety job. All the kids that did it after school did. They said they was making their foot out when holding the door to make the other kids trip. I am sure my Ana did not do that. I just HATE that school anymore. Emily went thru there and really did not have no problems. Well I did with one teacher. She was cussing at the kids and my mom turned her in. This is an elementary school with little kids. Do Not talk like that to kids. I don't talk like that at home! I'll be glad for Ana to go to a different school.I hope soon!

Monday, a better day.....

I sure feel better! I just don't know what happen to me the past few days. I guess this pregnant hormones are driving me crazy. I just cried and cried. I did go out after all. We went to Red Lobster. We had to wait so long and had bad service, but it was ok. Then went to super walmart and to a park. We was at red lobster for over 2 1/2 hours. What a mess! I have been trying to catch up on laundry today. I need to clean too. I have a funny feeling that the Realtor will call this week and will have someone to look at the house. It need a good cleaning again. I am hoping Michael will paint and lay new kitchen floor down this weekend. I am going to try to have my yard sale too. If it don't rain. It has been raining a lot. It is kind of cool too. I don't care I like it! Hope all has a good day!

Mother's day...

What a one already. Yesterday was a bad day for me. I was so depress and today is starting that again. My hubby acts like a little kid and I can not stand that at all! He and Ana were fighting. I feel so sorry for Ana. WHat a dad! He just makes me so mad sometimes. HE was playing with her but to me it sound more like fighting. Ana don't like that I am sure. We was going out to take me somewhere to eat. I just decide I am not going no where. I will just stay in and be even more DEPRESS! WHy have a mother's day when we all can not get along. FORGET IT! I have enough to worry about and don't need all this too. I am so ready to call it quits! I feel that no one worries here like me. I should not even sell this house and just stay here and be depress and hopless. The questions of "What if?" comes to me and I hate them. Why I have to be so negitive? Life SUCKS! Or is it just mine? I have no one. I miss my mom! It is so freaking crazy! How life is... Your born, you suffer, you die. That is the end. Why do some lifes suffer then others? DOes God think we can handle it? I know I can't! I feel so bad I have no parents. I don't really have a family that I am close too. Heck, friends where are they when you need someone? I am so freaking shy, I can't meet people. I do not talk unless you get to know me then I will talk. Why did god make me like this?I got secerts that is killing my soul. I just keep everything inside of me. It is killing me. I do not need any stress being that I am pregnant. Does Michael care? Does anyone care? I am sure not. Ana is so close to me. I feel I can not get close to her. There is getting a distance there. I am always busy for her or do not feel good to be around her or so freaking depress! SHe goes to the arthritis dr soon. I am so scared that she has that. What if?

Friday afternoon....

OH MY GOD! I hate IRS. Why are they so crazy? My taxes got screwed up 5 years ago and they said they have never got a copy of it as I send it to them 5 times already. I even went to the IRS here and they send it in 2 times. I just want to scream at them! YELL!!!!!!! As I was getting off the phone they asked me what bank do I bank at? OMG! Are they going to take my money that I got saved in there? I am so nervous now. Should I go get it all out? Why are they messing with us? They are the one that screwed up the taxes. I did not owe anything that year. I was going to get a refund. Now they say we owe over 41 thousand dollars. Do we even make that much a year? Every year they take our refund and put it toward the money we owe(but we don't owe) So what now? I am so sick of it. WHY ME? Why? I am trying to buy a house and sell this one. Will they end up taking what I get for this house and pay back those freakin taxes? That we don't owe?