Tuesday afternoon...........

I have turn into a LAZY bum. I am taking naps and staying on the computer for hours. I don't get much done around the house. I took a nap already today and now I am thinking of another one. Am I CRAZY? I go for my Ultra sound tomorrow. I hope all is ok. I know this baby is making me soooooooooooo sick. It must be a girl. I was sick like this with Ana. Somedays I can not drink my diet pepsi's that I love so much. The dark Liquid. Yuck. I am thinking about it now and making me sick already. I am no a sprite girl. But I have been drinking more of them in my life that I have ever drunk. Some times I can't even drink at all. I be so thirsty! The thought of something in my throat makes me nausea. Well, enough of that talk. I am going to get up and go lay down I feel it coming again...................

Monday morning......

Well a good start to the week. I feel so sick. I am nausea! I hate feeling that away. I was so sick when I was pregnant with Ana. I hope I am not that away this time. I still have not got to go to the baby doctor yet. I am waiting on insurance. What is taking so long? I am sooooooo hungry! But I have to wait until I feeling good again. We went to the Boat this weekend to play those slots. I loved it. But of course did not win any big money. What we did win we just put back into it. Then we ate at a buffet there too. The food was ok. To me. But OMG the line was so long. By the time you got to your table ur food was cold. Or by the time you got to what you was in line for the first time, the food was gone. I did not get to eat much! It was not worth getting in line for. LOL Shoot it also was a little high too $15 a head. Lucky I had a comp of $13 so I only had to pay 2 dollars for me. But still. Ana went over a sleepover. They went to Indiana to a Holiday INN to go swimming and stayed there. I am not sure if she had a good time. She was acting funny when she came home. I guess she did not get much sleep. Plus her stomach was killer her. Well, I am starting to feel a little better. DO I hear Pancakes or cereal calling my name.......................Angel come eat meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday afternoon......

Well, I was so sick last nite. I ate too much yesterday. Then after I ate dinner I went to lay down to watch all my nite shows. American Idol, Dancing with the stars, Skating with the stars. Boy is the Drew great on the Dancing with the stars. At first I did not care much for him. But last nite he did so good! Man, he was HOTT! I got a lot of work to do today. My new sofa is coming tomorrow and my hubby and brother-law is coming home to move the entertainment center, and the fish tank. Lord, this house is so small. I need room. I don't think it is gonna fit where I am gonna put the entertainment center. I can't wait to get a new house. I want a basement. We want to get a pool table for it and a big screen t.v. I guess my new sofa will go there. Then maybe not. IT is soooooooooooo nice. It is gonna be the nicest sofa I ever had in my life. I had a lot of sofa given to me. I even bought one, years and years ago. But it was a cheap one. Only $500 for a sofa and a loveseat. Shoot I am paying about $1000. For just a sofa. AM I LOSING IT? I hope not. Well, I best get a moving and clean. Oh how much fun for me.

Thursday evening.....

What a day. I have ate all day. I feel so bad. Now I have to go cook dinner and don't want too, cause I am not hungry.Why do I do the things I do? I need to exercise. I need to eat less. I am thinking of joining WW. Can you go if you are pregnant? Heck I don't need to tell them. They never know that I was. Maybe no one will. I never thought in my little mind that I weight this much. LORD HAVE MERCY! I need a fork lift to get me up when I am down. LOL Well, nothing else to report. At least no nausea today as of now. I am just overloaded with fullness.

OMG!!!!

It has been a long time since I last wrote in here. Shoooooooooo! Last time was in November. It is The end of Feb. A lot has happen since then. I am still in this house. We plan on moving this year! YAY! I can't wait. Well, Where shall I begin? Let's see. I have closed a chapter in my book. I signed my rights away over for my older daughter. I am so sorry. I was having so much trouble with her and she was not at home for almost 3 years. They had to move her far away, cause even the state was having trouble with her too. Now she is 3 hours away from me. I don't get to see her much and it is probably the best thing for her. Even though I love her, I just could not handle all the running away and lying. She was gonna get killed here. She hung around the wrong people. She is almost 17 and will be able to come home when she turns 18. That's not too long. She is happy where she is too. SO that is good. I want to move fast for I don't have the same problem with my youngest. She is a total different kid. She is so lovable and honest. She loves me so much. She is a mommy's girl. She has to have her mommy! Ok so end of that part of my chapter in my book. I open another one. I am Pregnant. I am 8 weeks. I was very shocked when I found out. We been trying for years, and nothing. I went to the Dr and they said it is probably all this weight I have gain in a short time and the stress why I could not get that away. So I let it go. And I never started feb.1 and I was like something was wrong. I was cramping and my boobs was sooooooooooooooo freakin sore. I could not be touched there. So I took a test and it looked positive and I still could not believe it. So I went to one of those women first things. And did a test and they said too it is positive. I still in shock! So the next day I went to this other place to have a ultra sound and it too said positive. I could not believe it. I never got to lose my weight! I was planning to have a lab-band operation in June when I got my insurance. OMG. That means I will gain more weight! I am so big now. I am miserable, now. If I gain any weight I will die. At least that's what I think. So I am trying not to gain any.
Thats my new chapter. I will get back to writing in here. My journal to Pregnant and my life.