Tuesday

What happen to me? I cleaned another closet out today. YIPPIE!!! If you see my closets, you would understand what a big job that is. AND IT IS BIG! Not the closets, but a super big job. It is break time now. I am watching Passion. That soap is so crazy. They got a witch on there. I wish I had some magic powers. I would clean this whole house in a jiffy. :0)
Well, break time is over! My job is to clean the bird cage next. Oh How much fun. To clean up bird poop.

Monday

It is almost over. Yay! I mean for today. I am wore out. I cleaned out my closet today and shooo do I have a lot of clothes I don't/ can't wear. Why keep them. I still have so much. My back is hurting me so much. I have to take me a strong pain pill tonite. Make me pass out one. I have so much trouble with my back and hip, plus my shouder. I am sure if I lose it would help. I need to clean Ana closet next. I need some more tubs. It makes it so much easier. Put everything in them! Well, I am off to order some Avon. I looked at the book and I since some stuff I like. I hope everyone has a wonderful sleeping nite. I know I will with the help from a little pill. LOL

SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I am wore out. Been out running around all day. Went to a few yard sales, shopping,eat out and to a fall festival. Shoooooooo wore out. I tell you! Plain wore out. Other then that nothing going on. I think tomorrow we are going to fix the bathroom. Michael has to take the toilet and sink out to replace the floor. It is the second time he has done that. The whole floor is rotten out. Not sure where the water is coming from. I just need a all new house! Well, I am getting off of here to go find a snack. Diet time is going to be Monday. I order this diet book The 3 hour diet. My cousin is on it and lost 56 lbs. So I shall try too. Pray that it works for me.

Friday, friday,friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is here the weekend. No more getting up early. Even though I still do. Sucks! I want to sleep in but can't seem to do so. I stayed busy yesterday. I cleaned my kitchen. I put a Halloween table cloth on my table. I am trying to get in the Fall mood. It sure don't feel like it when it is 90 degrees outside. I thinking it is going to be a lazy day today. It feels like it. It is so better for me to not get on this computer until I get my house work done. Cause once I am on line it is so long house work! See ya, don't want to be ya! I burn the roof of my mouth this morning eatting brown sugar oatmeal. It was toooooo hot. I hate having that feeling in my mouth. Well, I am off to watch the rest of Little House On the Prairie. Love that show!!!!!!!!!

A Better day..

Yes, It is a better day then yesterday. I was a little afraid to drive any where, but I did it any way. I ran to the Dollar store to get me 2 diet pepsi's ANd I was happy! Happy go Angel, thats's me. :) I went to go see my grandma today in the Nursing home, she is not doing to good. It was good to see her. I also seen my Cousin, it is sad that Ana and her never met. I just not close to my family like others. I wish I was. Oh well. Better luck next time, when I am around. I finally got a hold of Emily. I talk to her for 55 minutes on my cell phone. It was so nice to hear from her. I mailed her a good box today too. My first. I usally wait till I see her to give her stuff. But it looks like I wont see her for a long time :'( I guess I am giving my parent rights up for her. I don't think she ever get to come home. She'll be 18 and she will be able to do what she wants too. Maybe then she will get to come home. Oh well.Don't want to think about it. Time for bed.

My Horoscope.

The focus is you, and it should be. If you can't make yourself HAPPY, then how do you expect someone else to do it?

(that is so me, I don't like me and how do I expect others to like me? I can't even make myself happy.)

The Worst day!

Oh What a day. I am writing in black 'cause thats how I feel. Where do I start? I took Ana to school this morning and could not decide to go to Rite Aid to get my 6 pack of Diet Pepsi's. Well I said to myself go ahead and just go. If I no go I just go home and sit there and eat. Well I was on my way. I was driving down the street, when I heard a siren and I was looking to see where it was coming from. I finally seen it. So I stopped to let it pass. After it was gone I turned on to another street when I heard again another siren. I look behind me I seen a cop. SO I thought it want to pass me so i get over. Darn if the freakin' cop was gonna give me a ticket. He said I was speeding in a school Zone. Well school had already started and it was past time. So Whats the problem? Why he gave me a ticket? That sucks big time. It is not payable. I have to go to court. I get so freakin' nervous when I go down town anyway. I have to go in Oct. and I am already nervous thinking about it. Well, I never made it to get my 6 pack of Diet Pepsi's. I was so upset and turned around and went back home crying. Will I ever get out again? I hate myself for going now. I almost did not go! Why did I? I could have prevent it(the ticket). Why me? Why me? :'''''((((

Tuesday

I got my exercise today. I went to Krogers and walked down every isle plus a couple twice. They moved everything around in there. I could not find nothing! It has been the same way for years. Why change it? Oh well At least I got me exercise. Not much going on here. I made 2 pumpkin pies today. Real easy! Just buy the can and milk and eggs and you can't go wrong. LOL And I didn't! Yay! I just not a pie maker. I ate a piece and it was good with whip cream. Yum-Yum. I got a lot of t.v. to watch tonite. Biggest Loser 8-9, Dancing with the Stars 8:30-10, Big Brother 9-10 and I wanted to watch that new show too My name is Earl at 9. I need Tivo. Maybe I can tape one of the shows in Ana room. Thats too much trouble. Why does all the shows have to come on in one nite? And some at the same time. I be going back to channels during commercials. I better go and start dinner. I want to get that done before all these shows come on. :) Have a good busy television Nite!

Monday morning...

All back to normal. Michael at work, Ana at school and I am home cleaning. I am on a break now. I think I did a good job so far. I got me some plastic containers to store clothes in, so I am thinking that is my next job. I need to clean out closets out. Shoooooo And that is a tough job there. I just got so much stuff. No where to put it. I got me a good place that I will put stuff that I will give to Salvation army. GIVE--GIVE! If I don't wear it why keep it? If I lose weight I just have to go shopping for new clothes. Thats all to it. Why keep clothes that I have not wore in years? Well, Back to cleaning. I got to catch up on my laundry! I let it get so out of hand. Now I can't catch up on it. So I am off to see the wizzard. The wonderful Wizzard of Laundry!

Saturday

I am too tired! I don't know why? I am so ready for a nap. Me and Michael talked last nite about moving. I am so ready to get out of this little, old, ugly, deathly house. It goes back to my grandma, she died here in this house, my dad got the house and he died in this house, my mom left with the house and she died in this house, I am left with this house and I am dying a slow death here in this house. I got to stop the cycle. I got to live somewhere else. I am too young to die. I got a life some where out there. And it will be a hppy one from now to the end of my life. I am going to have a nice house, nice car ( I got that now me safria van:) I want all the extras in life too. All nice stuff! I am worth it! I think! I have had a hard life and going to get rid of all that negitive and be possitive! I think I said that before. LOL!!! So let's get real! I am off to go take a snooze, maybe.

ffriday-friday morning

I had to go to the doctor this morning. Why going to a freakin clinic is so bad? I told them I been feelin sick lately. Did she do any test on me? NOPE! I go back in 3 weeks and increase my stress pills. I did my ovulation test last nite and i am not ovulated, I guess. It is that time so don't know why I am not ovulated. Hummmm? MAybe today. Those test are a little hard to understand. Maybe by my next trip to the doctor I will be pregnant. Shoot, they probably wont even run a test on me and I wont know. Sucks the clinic! I wish to have insurance to go to a for real doctor. Well, i need to clean and put my turkey breast in the crock pot.Yum-yum.

Thursday afternoon....

Oh how I been sick! I hate this! I want to be well again. This past week and last weekend... Shoooooooooo I was fever and throwing up and dizzy. What is wrong with me? Yesterday I went to Krogers and I walked down the coffee isle and I love the smell of coffee (don't like the taste but smells wonderful) I thought I was gonna threw up from the smell of coffee. I don't think I am pregnant. Auntie flow was here a few weeks ago. It was a short one but it was here. Today I feel ok. I have to go see my lawyer and talk to her over my case with Emily. It looks like it is better to volunteer my rights up before they take them away. It i volunteer them up, there is no court/trail thing. I hate to have to bring up all that mess again. Me and Michael is really getting along latly. He did make me mad last weekend, but I am over that. So today *I went to get a ovulation kit. If it is not to late. LOL I don't know why I want to have another kid. I am so scared of going thru that pain again. That is if I can get that away. Well we shall see after this month.

Thursday

Oh am I sick. Again! It sucks. I was fever last nite and in the nite my fever broke and I made the bed and my nite clothes all wet from sweat. I been laying around today. I feel like I need to throw up. Ana driving me crazy. She wants a friend to come over and I feel like crap. I hope this little girl don't get what i got. Michael came home early today and now is in the bed. I wonder if he has it now. I am scared to go in the room to see about him. I don't want him to get sick 'cause he brings home the BACON. We need that BACON!!! Yummy! Well, i need to get off to check on Ana. :((((

Tuesday afternoon..

Court day was today. I got Michael to take me. Thanks honey! I am glad he did. I just can't drive downtown if I got to park in a parking garage. I got a mini van and it seems tall. I get so nervous going in that I have to close my eyes. It went fast today. I got to go for a trail in Jan. They sure take there sweet lil' time. This stuff has been going on and on that it is driving me in sane. No wonder I am depress and stress out. Not much going on here like always, I live a boring life with stress in it. I need to clean and go to the store. I have to wait until I pick up Ana, before I go to the store. I NEED MILK!!! :) love me skim milk~

Monday Nite

HAPPY LABOR DAY ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not much going on just taking it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO easy! And I do mean SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO easy. It is just like another day to me. LOL A easy day. Relaxing, taking naps,eating,on the computer,relaxing again. No soaps on! So that is gonna drive me crazy. I got to go to court tomorrow. So I am nervous. I post tomorrow about me day.

SSSsaturday..........

I am sitting here watching kids shows. Ana going to spend the nite at a friends house. Michael is working, so I will be here alone. Poor Me. :'( I got tons of stuff to do and like always I am sitting in me comfortable computer chair. At least I had a shower and ate of course. But here lately thats a all day event for me. I hope I get some energy when I come back from my running. I hope all has a good long weekend. Me it is just another day alone...............

friday nite.....

Not much going on. Dianna came over and tried to fix me computer. Thanks Honey child! I wuv you. She is so sweet. We need to do more together stuff.
I got White Castles out. Lord I know why they call them Sliders. They are killin' me tonite. I just went to pee,
It smelled like onions. My gas smells like the burgers. LOL
Great! Well, gonna go to bed.

September all ready?

I could not believe that it is already another month gone. Where did August go? It came and went. I watched BB6 tonite. YAY! James is gone and one of the good guys has HOH. I hope that Ivette goes. I hate that witch with a capital B. I been so down today. All this about Katrina. Its been on all day about those poor people dying and no food and water for days. I seen all these babies about ready for death with nothing to drink, in their moms arms just bearly hanging on. IT IS SO SAD!!!!!! I cried. Michael is watching some more of it now in spanish. It makes me so sick to see all this. Now gas is do high. I don't see me going no where. I just can't believe it all. Its like 911 all over again. Well I am get tried of watching this I am off to bed. Nite Nite all!