The end of MAY.........

Thats all I know it is the end of May. I think it is Wed. Not sure. The holiday thing monday screwed me up. So not much going on here. Getting ready for OPEN HOUSE sunday. I have to do some major cleaning! At least we worked on the kitchen this past weekend and it is done. YAY! Laid the new floor down and it is painted and cleaned up!YAY! I love it! It is so nice. Well got to get busy again clean up, clean up, Everyone do their share!

Friday

Well, it is the first day of Summer break for my daughter Ana. So far so good. We stayed at home. I was going out this morning, but she never got in the shower. She hates taking them. I have to make her. If she could the whole summer she will no take a shower at all. That would be a stinking little girl. Not much going on over here. I have been having these long naps. Why do I take them? I guess when the baby comes I will not be able to take any at all. I am sitting here waiting on my Hubby to come home and hope he will bring some Ice. His brother is leaving tomorrow to go back home. I bet my Hubby will miss him. I wish Michael would find another job. He took his shoes off yesterday and a part of if was swollen bad. It was almost like a vein swollen. It looked bad. He broke his ankles about 8 years ago. He is a good guy sometimes. I really have not been able to talk to him lately. I been too busy with my American Idol and other shows that are ending. I got Lost TiVo, I have to watch that. I did see the last few minutes of it. But need to watch all of it. To see what is going on. It has been a boring day today. I did try to clean a little. It sure is hot here. I got the 2 air conditions in the bedrooms cleaned out and ready to use tonight. I was sweating hard last nite. And doing nothing but laying there sleeping. I hate to wake up full of sweat! YUCK! There was no action there to be sweaty. LOL Well, I hope all is well! I am hoping to get the new floor down in the kitchen this weekend. Have a good one.

Tuesday....

What a busy weekend. I had a yard sale. I put it in the paper and it was high. Almost $30. Are they crazy? And I did not do nothing until after 1. Lucky I had some dealers come and got a lot. I sold cheap so they will make lots of money. They told me let them know if I have another sell. I sure will. I have been to busy to write or even get online. We painted the kitchen Sunday. I helped a little. I am not a painter! Either is my hubby. We went to get a new floor yesterday. I can't wait to get it laid down! I've been wanting a new floor for a long time! I might not want to move after it all gets done. LOL Well, I best get busy doing some work on cleaning. Have a good day.

I am so ready......

To know what I am going to have. I can't wait no more. I go tomorrow at 10:30. I want to know for I can start buying stuff. But then where would I put it? I really can't get too much until we move. The realtor called and we are going to have an OPEN HOUSE on June 4th. OMG! I have to really clean and clean. I am hoping to have a yard sale Sat. And have Michael paint and lay floor down in kitchen/laundry room.Keep your fingers cross that he does it. And I can have a good yard sale and sell out of everything! I hope I feel good that day to have one. I need to put an ad in the paper. I am just waiting to see if it is going to rain first. I should be going through the house to see what I have in here to sell. I am sure a lot! Well, I need to go and do some stuff around here. It is almost time to go get Ana at school. I got Tivo today and I can record my General Hospital while I go get Ana. She got fired the other day from her safety job. All the kids that did it after school did. They said they was making their foot out when holding the door to make the other kids trip. I am sure my Ana did not do that. I just HATE that school anymore. Emily went thru there and really did not have no problems. Well I did with one teacher. She was cussing at the kids and my mom turned her in. This is an elementary school with little kids. Do Not talk like that to kids. I don't talk like that at home! I'll be glad for Ana to go to a different school.I hope soon!

Monday, a better day.....

I sure feel better! I just don't know what happen to me the past few days. I guess this pregnant hormones are driving me crazy. I just cried and cried. I did go out after all. We went to Red Lobster. We had to wait so long and had bad service, but it was ok. Then went to super walmart and to a park. We was at red lobster for over 2 1/2 hours. What a mess! I have been trying to catch up on laundry today. I need to clean too. I have a funny feeling that the Realtor will call this week and will have someone to look at the house. It need a good cleaning again. I am hoping Michael will paint and lay new kitchen floor down this weekend. I am going to try to have my yard sale too. If it don't rain. It has been raining a lot. It is kind of cool too. I don't care I like it! Hope all has a good day!

Mother's day...

What a one already. Yesterday was a bad day for me. I was so depress and today is starting that again. My hubby acts like a little kid and I can not stand that at all! He and Ana were fighting. I feel so sorry for Ana. WHat a dad! He just makes me so mad sometimes. HE was playing with her but to me it sound more like fighting. Ana don't like that I am sure. We was going out to take me somewhere to eat. I just decide I am not going no where. I will just stay in and be even more DEPRESS! WHy have a mother's day when we all can not get along. FORGET IT! I have enough to worry about and don't need all this too. I am so ready to call it quits! I feel that no one worries here like me. I should not even sell this house and just stay here and be depress and hopless. The questions of "What if?" comes to me and I hate them. Why I have to be so negitive? Life SUCKS! Or is it just mine? I have no one. I miss my mom! It is so freaking crazy! How life is... Your born, you suffer, you die. That is the end. Why do some lifes suffer then others? DOes God think we can handle it? I know I can't! I feel so bad I have no parents. I don't really have a family that I am close too. Heck, friends where are they when you need someone? I am so freaking shy, I can't meet people. I do not talk unless you get to know me then I will talk. Why did god make me like this?I got secerts that is killing my soul. I just keep everything inside of me. It is killing me. I do not need any stress being that I am pregnant. Does Michael care? Does anyone care? I am sure not. Ana is so close to me. I feel I can not get close to her. There is getting a distance there. I am always busy for her or do not feel good to be around her or so freaking depress! SHe goes to the arthritis dr soon. I am so scared that she has that. What if?

Friday afternoon....

OH MY GOD! I hate IRS. Why are they so crazy? My taxes got screwed up 5 years ago and they said they have never got a copy of it as I send it to them 5 times already. I even went to the IRS here and they send it in 2 times. I just want to scream at them! YELL!!!!!!! As I was getting off the phone they asked me what bank do I bank at? OMG! Are they going to take my money that I got saved in there? I am so nervous now. Should I go get it all out? Why are they messing with us? They are the one that screwed up the taxes. I did not owe anything that year. I was going to get a refund. Now they say we owe over 41 thousand dollars. Do we even make that much a year? Every year they take our refund and put it toward the money we owe(but we don't owe) So what now? I am so sick of it. WHY ME? Why? I am trying to buy a house and sell this one. Will they end up taking what I get for this house and pay back those freakin taxes? That we don't owe?

Tuesday..Tuesday..Tuesday..

My house is clean and the realtor came to take pictures. She told me she plans is to sell this house in May or June. That is the biggest time to buy houses! That means This month! OMG! The work that needs to be done. I got to get in that Garage and get rid of some stuff. So much work and little time! But hey my house is clean! But for how long? We shall see about that. I am so shocked on how this house looks so good. The outside of it. I wish I took before and after pictures. The new grass growing! It is beautiful! I got all the flower beds with plants and mulch. Michael said we will fix up this house and I will not want to move. Yeah Right! LOL But I do have to say it is looking good then what it was. Thank you Mr. Michael. My hubby, He is a HARD worker!

Thursday...

why do I have to take a nap almost everyday? After my naps I feel worse then I do before I lay down. What is a girl to do? I know I need my rest, cause when this baby comes there is no rest for the mommie. Will I be able to do it? I hope so. It is all new to me again. It is like starting over. How do you do it? WHat to do? I hope it comes back to me. Maybe it is like riding a bike. LOL It is coming up the Derby in a few days. I have never been to the track on Derby. I am sure it is crazy there. All those people. All those drunk people! I miss working at Holiday Inn at this time. I made good money during those days. The people you meet that comes every year. Heck I even seen and met Wayne Lucas the famous horse trainer. Man did he smell so good! I remember taking a basket of flowers to his room when he was not there and just going in there and getting a big smell of his room. I did not take nothing! I am not like that. Just going in there and his great smell. Everyone knew I loved him! He sure looked good too. I took room service to him all the time. He did make me mad one time and that was the end of our romance. LOL Well mine. We was so busy that day and it took a little longer then said. When I finally got it there he fussed at me about the whole hotel and rest. I was like so sorry then. It made tears in my eyes then. After that He was not so hot no more to me. But hey he is still famous! I was still glad to meet him and touch him. Oh yeah and smell him too. LOL

Boring day...

today is pay day and I have no where to go to. What a boring life! I did go get my lottery cash. I had $23 in wining tickets. I bought $8 more and won nothing. I wish to have a friend! LOL I just want to do something, I don't know what? I lead a boring life. I should be home cleaning. My house will be on the market real soon. No telling when someone will show up to look at. Lord I got to much stuff too. I need to get a storage unit to put some stuff in. I could pack a little. I got 2 boxes yesterday at Save-a-lot. I hate to spend extra money when I got a big garage out there to put things in. I guess that's why it is full now. LOL I am sitting here watching Regis and Kelly. Tom Cruise is on there. I do not care that much for him. Why is everyone so HOT for him? I just wish I had his money$$$$$$. He owes 4 planes. Must be nice. You could go anywhere you want to at that moment. Humm He just said he worked here in Kentucky at an ice cream place. I did not know. I wonder if he was born here. You learn something new everyday. LOL I just learn the not so interesting stuff. I had the septic guy come yesterday and lord you talk about smelling!OMG! What a smell. I hope it helps. The guy behind us has almost a little pond in his backyard from our septic overflowing. I was lucky he did not call on us. It has been doing that a long time too! We need to get hook up on sewers. But my gosh it cost $1000 to have someone to put it in, Plus almost $7000 to the MSD for all the work they did to put it in the street. How can anyone afford that? Well, I think I need to find something to do.Where should I start? Have a good sunny day here in Kentucky!

Tuesday morning....

OMG! I had worked my butt off this past 3 days. Michael did not work yesterday for the boycott of immigrant's. He did work at home. We did so much in the 3 days! We clean the garage a little. Took a load to Salvation Army. Threw away some stuff, move some stuff. I seen there is money to be made out there. I just got to make it! LOl I am going to plan on having a yard sale after Derby. THe lady next door is driving me crazy. I live by both crazy people! One on each side of me. I can not throw nothing away the lady next door wants it. And if you give to her you have to see it in her yard for months to a year. She has 2 kitchen sinks in her back yard. Why? What causes a person to have 2 sinks in their back yard? Oh well. Who knows why? She just makes me so mad too. We was working in the garage and she had to put her nose in it too. She can't hardly stand up, she walks with a cane. She told me that me and her can work out there while Michael is working. HOW? I can't lift those heavy boxes, she can't stand? What a crazy lady too. She also told me she wanted some table out there and I told her that it was old and then she tried to tell me no it is not! I ask my Aunt and she rem. It of my mom's and YES it is old! What is she trying to do to me? She told me to let her see what I am selling before I sell it. OMG! Am I able to have a yard sell now? If it was not too much trouble I would have it at a friends house. We shall see in a few more weeks... Yard sale or no?