Thursday morning...

I went to the baby doctor yesterday. He says I am high Risk being old. Heck, I am only 35. I did not think that was old. lol My body feels like old but I still get carded when I have to buy lottery. Crazy life, humm? At least I look young and I'm young at heart. lol I need to go have some more blood work done to make sure that the baby is ok. Then after that I guess I will have to end up at a specialist to get to know about my history and do ultra sounds to see more about the baby. And if all that does not work it is that big ol' needle in the belly. I do not think I can do that one. I am scared now. Maybe he is just trying to protect me if the baby does have something wrong with him and I can terminate the pregnancy. He says I have to look at the long haul and he can't decide for me. Would I be able to take care of a kid that has something serious wrong with him or her? God, I hope and pray nothing is wrong. I am sure nothing is, but you never know. I never took my prenatal vitamins in the first 3 months of this pregnancy. So lord help me have a healthy baby boy or girl. I really don't care what he/she is. I just want a healthy one!